pepampa

2 days

The tears falling down her face tell a new story....
A story of a pain unfelt before untouched so new so hard...
A pain caused from her own thoughts not from anyones doing..
Her thought's her dreams they all took over her own mind
sometimes, over powering her heart crowding her soul..
Tasting her own tears as they fall down her face....
Gasping for breath as her cheeks go red.....
She hates being in pain more so others seeing her with tears
She hides it well...nobody has seen yet....
The only thing she shows to the world is her smile he loves
Thinking of things once left unknown......
She can't help but feel she rather not know at all.....
Would it make things better..or would it cause more harm...
She know's that she needed to know..it's been so long...
You know this isnt from today I started it yesturday....
Things have changed really....
I have a better understanding and less fear....
My bestfriend lover and soulmate....
We talked he let me say some chit I told him all.......
He has made me feel soo much better about things......
You know I dont think I will worry as much..as hard...
He makes me feel better about everything.....
Honestly he doesnt even have to say a word.....
I just needed to see his smile..hear his voice.....
With his simple gifts He made it all go away.....
I love my baby, I miss him soo much.....
He keeps me smiling and keeps me strong......
All my thanks to my angel:)