VAMYR GUARDIAN ANGEL

Shadow
2001-10-17 23:28:31 (UTC)

DAY OF LOSS(cont.)

WELL, ONCE AGAIN I HAD TO SOLVE SOMEONE ELSE'S
PROBLEMS. LUCKILY IT WAS A SIMPLE ARGUMENT THAT DIDN'T TAKE
LONG TO MEDIATE.
NOW, WHERE WAS I BEFORE I GOT SO RUDELY INTERRUPTED BY
MY FRIEND? OH YEAH, THE WORK-OUTS. OH WELL THAT ISN'T
IMPORTANT ANYWAY. I REALLY WISH THIS HEADACHE WOULD GO
AWAY. I TRIED TO SING EARLIER AND MY HEAD ALMOST EXPLODED.
(I'LL HAVE TO TYPE UP AN ENTRY ABOUT MY HOBBIES AND SUCH
SOME TIME)
MY PARENTS ARE GONE AND MY 11-YEAR OLD, PAIN-IN -THE-
ASS FOR A BROTHER IS HERE WITH ME. HE WENT ON TO
PLAYBOY.COM AND NOW HE'S BEGGING ME NOT TO TELL OUR
PARENTS, WELL MY MOM AND STEP-DAD. MY REAL DAD MADE IT VERY
CLEAR TO ME THAT I DON'T HAVE A FAMILY SINCE HE AND MY MOM
DIVORCED WHEN I WAS TWO. HE SAID," THE FAMILY UNIT THAT YOU
BELONG TO CEASED TO EXIST WHEN ME AND YOUR MOM GOT
DIVORCED.MY MAIN OBLIGATIONS ARE TO MY MARRIAGE TO YOUR
STEP-MOM AND YOUR LITTLE SISTERS AND BROTHERS." (I'M LAST
IN LINE AND NOT WORTH SHIT BASICALLY.)
THAT'S OKAY, I'LL LIVE. I GOT MY G.A. AND SHE'S ALL I
NEED TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS WORLD OF SHIT. SHE'S THE FIRST
GIRL TO ACTUALLY HOLD ME JUST CUZ SHE WANTED TO. AND I'VE
CRAVED THAT FOREVER IT SEEMS.
I THINK I'LL GO CALL HER.


-SHADOW