VAMYR GUARDIAN ANGEL

Shadow
2001-10-17 11:11:54 (UTC)

MEDICATION DOWN THE DRAIN

AS YOU COULD PROBABLY TELL FROM ALL THE TYPOS IN MY
LAST ENTRY,I WAS NOT EXACTLY CLEAR-MINDED LAST NIGHT. MY
ALWAYS PRESENT PAIN HAS FORCED ME TO RESORT TO MEDICATIONS
THAT EASE MY BURDEN. WHILE THEY DO NUMB THE PAIN FOR
AWHILE, THEY SEEM TO HAVE AN UN-DESIRABLE SIDE-EFFECT OF
MAKING ME SEEM AS THOUGH I WERE STONED.
I JUST GOT DONE POURING ALL MY MEDICATIONS OUT THOUGH,
FOR I INTEND TO CONQUER MY DEMONS ON MY OWN. YOU CAN'T
CHEAT AND BE AS SATISFIED AS IF YOU ACCOMPLISHED THE TASK
WITH YOUR OWN ABLILITIES,AND THE SAME GOES FOR THIS.
WELL, I MIGHT FEEL LIKE I'M 1000 YEARS OLD IN MY
HEAD,BUT MY BODY IS ONLY 15, SO I HAVE TO GO CATCH MY BUS.
GOODBYE.


-SHADOW