VAMYR GUARDIAN ANGEL

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2001-10-17 02:04:56 (UTC)

Reincarnation Of A Fallen Angel

I AM NOT ONE TO SHARE MY THOUGHTS. I HAVE BEEN A LONER
ALL MY LIFE. I WAS THE KID THAT SAT ALONE ON THE PLAYGROUND
AND WATCHED THE OTHER KIDS SMILE AND LAUGH TOGETHER. I
TRIED TO FIT IN, BUT I DON'T BELONG IN TODAY'S SOCIETY.I'M
DIFFERENT.
I HAVE BEEN TORMENTED WITH BEING DIFFERENT EVER SINCE
I WAS TWO AND SAW MY DOG, A COCKERSPANIEL NAMED "SONNY",
WAS RUN OVER BY A CAR. FOR MONTHS ALL I COULD SEE OR HEAR
WERE THE SOUNDS OF HIS NONES BEING CRUNCHED UNDER THE
WHEELS, AND HIS WHIMPERS OF PAIN AS DEATH SWEPT OVER HIM.
FOR A 2-YEAR OLD, THAT WAS A LOT TO DEAL WITH. MY PAIN HAS
GROWN INTO MUCH BIGGER THINGS OVER THE YEARS, BUT I'VE
ENDURED IT.......ALONE.
JUST AS I WILL DO AGAIN TONIGHT. I KNOW I WILL LAY IN
BED FOR HOURS AND FINALLY FADE AWAY INTO UNCONSCIOUSNESS
UNTIL THE NIGHTMARES COME AND TORTURE ME ONCE MORE.I WILL
AWAKE IN A SWEAT AND TEARS. WISHING THAT MY G.A.(GUARDIAN
ANGEL)COULD BE HERE WITH ME TO HOLD ME AND WIPE AWAY MY
TEARS. I KNO SHE WOULD IF SHE WAS WITH ME.AND YET I FEEL
GUILTY FOR HAVING THIS THOUGHT. I WISH FOR MY G.A. INSTEAD
OF MY GIRLFRIEND? HOW CAN THIS BE? THE ANSWER SHALL NOT BE
FOUND TONIGHT FOR THE TIME OF MY DEPARTURE IS UPON ME.
GOODBYE.

-SHADOW


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