Claudia

once again
2001-10-15 05:48:12 (UTC)

unreal

My step-father, or the man i've called my dad for the last
5 years, Roy has decided that i and my sisters can no
longer be his daughters because my brother's ex girlfriend
and mother of his son has married his nephew he never
speaks to. But thsi was supposed to be my dad? Can I get
a break around here? Can anyone prove to me that people
actually stay in your life and don't dick you around? We
are supposedly causing her so much distress because of the
custody battle with her and my brother but she lies.
Exagerates everything and this whole thing has nothing to
do with us and we stay out of it. But we;re being punished
becaus eshe wantes to take my nephew to Claifornia where he
doesnt want to be? So that's my fault? My mother, if she
was alive would be killing some people. I am so happy
she's not here to have to see this. So when we're there in
Nov we have to get all her shit out of that assholes house
and ship it here. The pain that I have to endure from this
man and this evil woman is unbearable. People who are
supposed to love unconditionally and never turn their
backs have always done so in my life and to me. But yet
everday I still give them the benefit of the doubt and
forgive. But i'm left here with this pain to deal with.
Amica and Dave broke up. He left her...he found out about
all the cheating and told her she had to leave. THe pain
she is in, i know it all too well. All I can do is listen,
try to tell her how i dealt with it and hope for the best.
She is trying to move into where Shawn and I used to live.
It's cheap to move in but high rent. I wish to god she
does okay. she's a reck, but in a week the pain won't be
that bad. She'll be able to sleep then. I talke dto Shawn
saturday and told him everything that i fell when he
doesn't call. He reasurred me that he will come and he is
sorry and he won't do it to me anymore, or atlest try not
to. He said that he has alot of promises to keep and he
will do it. It make sme rest a little bit better. I know
I have him. I know we have our love...patience is all i
need now.




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