Amy...

why...
2001-10-14 22:13:18 (UTC)

Today...

Today... I woke... as I always do... thinking of him...
wondering what it will be like when he is next to me in
bed... wondering how it will feel to share the morning...
to have another in my life... my reality life... not that
my feelings are not real... but he is not here yet... we
are still clouds... floating together... but too ethereal
to touch... you feel the presence of the other... but when
you reach out with your fingertips... you can't quite feel
that softness... that warmth... you breathe deeply...
trying inhale the scent... but you can't... because he
isn't with you yet... he hasn't touched your pillow... his
head hasn't rested there... you haven't yet tasted his
kiss... but you know... the time will come...