blondeanddangerous

10.14.01 11:36 am CST

My computer clocks off, by the way.
Church was boring.
My new favorite old song: No Doubt "Don't Speak". That was
my favorite song a few years ago (like 1998) and now it's
my favorite old song. It's not really old (1995) but
that's okay.

You and me
We used be together
Everyday together always

I really feel
I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are all together
Mighty frightning

As we die both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are
You and me
I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

I love that song. I've loved it forever, I think. 'ta
well.
*sniff* I have to go back to school tomorrow with my too-
short hair. I don't like it anymore. It's a bit shorter
than what I wanted, and now I don't wanna get my retakes
b/c I don't like my hair that much. *sniff* But we'll see.
I finally got around to making my own Windows desktop.
Password protected, of course! I didn't want all my
parents crap all over the place, but hey. Eventually I'll
probably delete it anyway, because now I feel detached from
the rest of them. I'm weird that way. And, I have to log
out of my parents (and brothers too) and into mine
everytime I want to do something. Grrrs....
Ack! I have to get ready to watch football. FOX better be
showing the damn Packers game, or I'm gonna get pissed.

"I can see us dying...are we?"
Mara