*ALL CRIED OUT OVER U*
GETTING SICK OF BHS.....
Roderick told me that it was going to get to this point in
my senior year. WHAT'S THE MOTTO TO EVERY SENIOR THIS YEAR?
CLASS OF 2002, PLEASE STAND AND REPEAT WHAT I SAY.....FUCK
I'm so sick of that damn school. I'm sick of the fake
people it consists of. I could just scream about it.
Anyway, no more time wasted on that.....well, I'm going
into a three day weekend. I think it will be good for me. I
have to work tonite 6-9, so that gives me the rest of the
nite to chill and do whatever. Man, I'm so attracted to
Antonio. It's not a lustful thing or whatever, but I just
like to look at him. Awww, he's so adorable. But anyway, I
don't have much to talk about today. There are some things
on my mind, but ya know....I can't really verbally put them
out there. Oh yeah, tomorrow we play Meadowcreek. Thing
with Meadowcreek is that last year I met a boy who played
for them. His name was Chris. He was really cute....mixed,
brown curly fro. He was fine when I first met him, but when
him and his friends came down here to check us out...he was
a total jerk. Maybe I'll see him tomorrow...who knows!
I'm looking for a good man.....maybe a good boy! Hell, I'm
sick of the single life. I can make it on my own, but I
wouldn't mind having someone to hold me or to just be
there. I don't know. I think the reason why I can't find a
good dude is because I'm too outspoken for it. Like, I know
exactly what I like and no dude is going to change that.
Therefore, dudes feel as though they can't handle me. I
guess that's what it is. I need someone to come along and
at least try to hang with me. Hey, I know I have a lot of
demands....but I stand for something, so I don't fall for