night

Mazed mind

Did I do the right thing? Was it a good idea? I mean I thought it was... but my parents told me the opposite. They said they'll support my decision, yet they keep bringing it up over and over and over again. I don't know what to do. I'm stuck. I feel like I'm in some sort of maze where every direction and decision I make leads me to dead ends.

How did I get so lost, when I thought I knew the map? The non-existent type of map, where the ends are frayed and when half of the map is broken and missing. One that I keep hoping and wishing for to show me the way out, to guide me in the direction where I stop making dumb, stupid decisions and one that makes me stop feeling guilty.

Please, tell me how to escape this maze.