Whispers of My Heart
11/20/2023 📍 Back to My Roots
I have been feeling the urge to delete my previous entries and start fresh. But this time, it's not about writing a better story for myself or trying to impress others. It's about starting a new chapter in my life, even though I'm not sure what that chapter looks like yet. I've realized that I've been on a journey of self-discovery and love for a while now, but sometimes I forget and need a fresh perspective. Maybe I need to try something different to help me focus more? I'm not sure.
What I do know is that something in my life is shifting, and I feel the need for a blank canvas to lay it all out on. I've actually been feeling this way for months, but I got caught up in worrying about what others would think. Then it hit me - when I first started using this site years ago, I was writing just for myself. I didn't have to worry about keeping up with anyone else's expectations or losing followers. I was free to be authentic and express myself without any pressure.
As I reflect on my journey and the changes I want to make, I realize the importance of going back to my roots. Those moments when I wrote just for myself allowed me to truly be myself and explore my thoughts and emotions. It was a time of pure authenticity, unaffected by the need for approval or recognition.
In this new chapter of my life, I want to reclaim that sense of freedom and self-discovery. I want to create a space where I can explore my own thoughts and feelings without being influenced by external opinions or expectations. It's about reconnecting with my true self and embracing the process of self-discovery once again.
I understand that not everyone may understand or support this decision, and that's okay. We all have our own paths to follow, and sometimes they diverge. For those who have been with me on this journey and have shown genuine support and understanding, I hope you will continue to be a part of my life. Your presence and encouragement mean the world to me.
To those who may choose not to stick around, I respect your decision. We shared moments and made connections, and I am grateful for that. Thank you for being a part of my journey, even if it was just for a little while.
So here I am, ready to start anew. With a blank canvas and a renewed sense of purpose, I am excited to see where this journey takes me. I may stumble along the way, but as long as I stay true to myself and have the support of those who truly matter, I will find my way.
Here's to embracing change, rediscovering oneself, and staying true to the roots that have shaped me. Thank you for being a part of this ongoing adventure.