Someone

Did I?

Did I make it through the day thus far without using? Yes not without tears but I made it .

Yes I am well aware One day at a time, I am not new to recovery that's the worst kind of addict. An addict with knowledge of recovery....

I guess right now I'm in a angry faze the emotions will flow mostly sadness and regret .
Meth takes away the ability to be naturally happy, it can't take awhile for them to function, I suppose that would be the main draw to relaps. The emotions and needing to be happy. Happy yes but at this point when high it is hard to hold interest long. A movie would be hard to sit through, my hobbies I tend to loose interest before a project is done. Blah Blah blah right