shane

loving someone

i used to ignore the word love.. Until the day I met him, having anxiety dis order I'm always afraid of showing my real emotions, always afraid of making mistakes. My husband i really love him no matter what that i can't let him stop drinking alcohol...we've married for 10 yrs.,but now i don't know if the trust and love we shared is still there. For i'm feeling the distance between us.. he barely talks to me.. not like before we can say I miss you and I love you everyday, but now i really can't feel it...Instead i feel pain and scared that 1 day i will lost this person..