Someone

D*** if I do and d*** if I don't.

Feeling like I'm stuck between a Rock and a heart spot, I want it so badly to just detox and get cleaning during this 2 weeks 3 now I've started this project and I know. Did I have to be coherent? Do you talk to means? Sleeping for at least 5 days? And I don't know what I'm gonna do about the project. I can't be sleeping. I'm going to stop because I feel so unhealthy. I feel so close to the end. But then I can't be in a coma for 5 days.
Put myself in this position. I blame nobody but myself. I just tried to figure out how I'm gonna make this work and still be healthy. My health is deteriorating so quickly.