2023-09-21 19:03:04 (UTC)

ho hum

I've gone to my regular meetings this week but I feel uncomfortable there now. Everyone is still pretending to be my best friend after several months of treating me like a demon. I got onto c for always blowing me off. I brought it to her attention that I've been there and seen what she's never had to homelessness, arrested for loitering and trespass (aka homelessness). I told her I hope she never has to experience it. Nobody should. Since the pandemic it's absolutely quadrupled because everyone lost their jobs an can't get back on their feet to get housing. You can't get a job without an address and you can't get an address without a job. A lot of them have turned to drugs and alcohol and who can blame them. The city of Albuquerque and cops are treating them like criminals when they're victims of circumstances. I feel so out of place at the meetings. D the bitch that interrupted me chairing the me the meeting. There have been several that didn't start or even finish with the birthday people and she hasn't even said anything to them in private or publicly to anyone else for doing the same thing. I believe j has been run out of town of town on a rail. Apparently he's been doing to every female there that he did to me.....he grabbed me and kissed me when he dropped me off at home. The next week he offered to take me to Walmart. He grabbed my boob as I was getting out of the car. He went to Twisters to get lunch and started going on about his sex life despite my efforts to change the subject. He offered to weed eat the weeds and lets play cards afterwards. The next week he was too busy to weed eat the weeds.