The Dairy Of Oblivion
2023-07-29 21:03:03 (UTC)

No title, nobody needs a title >:(

I. Fucking. Despise. Myself. I blame myself for every smallest mistake that doesn’t even have to do anything with me and my actions to the point I sh again just to let the anger out. I used to “punish” myself by cutting, now I do it just to don’t feel furious. I can’t even sh properly just barely scratch myself. It should bleed and be more painful. I’m too weak to do it the proper way lol. Every little thing can make me extremely angry. Especially when it has something to do with me. Like, when I fuck something up no matter how important it is or isn’t all I “want” to do is smash my fucking head on a nearby wall. What the fuck, I wasn’t like that a year ago.