Annarrated

Annarrated
2023-06-09 12:38:39 (UTC)

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So I was watching this movie...
I found my eyes releasing liquid
It has always been you
You so ever caring
You so ever selfless
Been here...
And here
I am, I fail
Fail at doing the least of your list
I really don't think I deserve you
You are just so rounded
I'm square, corners I hide myself in
Corners that I may not want you in as yet
I want,
No, I need this
You are my good, better and best
I try, I so hard but... i have issues
Issues I don't know
how to deal with
I try to talk to about things
Some
I just think it's best you don't know
Not that you wouldn't handle them
But because I don't want you to
look at me differently
Look at me with pity or disgust
I have been searching for darkness to cleanse these hurtful emotions
I cry a lot because I am afraid
Afraid of where we are
Afraid of losing you
Of disappointing you
I am tired of saying sorry
It's becoming meaningless
I think all of this
Is so
Because
I
Am
So
In
Love
With
You




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