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Lost for word's but always's wanting to write.....
Thinking about thoughts making them come out....
First things that comes to mind is a funny little feeling...
It's comes around about 10 time's a day..I sigh..a chill...
Just amazing how this feeling makes a smile grow....
It doesn't take long before I get goosbumps all over a well.
A slight loss for breath and a tightning of the skin....
A small little moan.. a happy little laugh....
But when I stop and think to long about where it came from..
It's alway's possible for the tear's to fall...
I have kept myself focused and think about all the good...
I have dried those tears up for now ..who know's they could
come back sooner than they left....
What I know is when I get to lost in my favorate thought..
I can be ohh so happy. yet I could get so terribly sad...
Never when I get sad is it all bad really, It just mean's I
miss what I have already had.....
I miss my favorate guy, my angel my Matt from a far....
I need his heart, his, body, his soul............
I look to the future I see such bliss..
I think of the past and I remember his kiss....
I remember the time sepatared by glass.....
Me getting my bag..him waitting for time to pass...
Looking at him so close..but still so far....
If they would only hurry , dont they see I need to go....
Finally meet my baby, first glance, firs touch, first kiss..
Ohhhh what a feeling it was to stand and be watched, by
many who passed I know they could see our love....
Walking to the van..me clueless where to go...
Holding his hand he lead me to the spot we just stood and
glowed...our smiles so big, we couldn't let go....
We finally did it we were together, I'm so glad we took the
chance....
Many day's left to wait....But many amazing years to come...
All who ever had doubt...they will soon overcome...
Matt is my soulmate and I am his.....
Together forever our love will stay so strong....
Never losing the shiver.. never an unhappy tear....
I love you Matt until the day I die I am your's forever
baby...and you know why..we are ment for eachother it was
in the plan..the day we were born we were supposed to meet:)