Gone mental

Notes from my Black
2023-06-03 03:16:28 (UTC)

Pessimism/ Optimism

I had this idea about writing about one’s outlook… and I’ve had it in my thoughts for a while, so I thought surely tonight is that night. No.

Everyone who said they were going to help me tomorrow at the even has backed out. My daughter says she may show up after lunch… so with the crowd gone and only packing up what I don’t sell left to do. She won’t be coming because of the “chance our son will act up, or not be feeling well”. Well, that’s true. He may feel like he can’t deal with crowds and he’s been acting up.

Not even the guy who promised me he’d read with me… nope. I’ll be on my own, again.

It’s not like I always feel unsupported. She tells me what to do all the time… that’s her way of supporting… so it doesn’t actually feel like being supported. It feels like im being treated like an employee.




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