The Dairy Of Oblivion
2023-06-01 10:30:00 (UTC)

Final chapter

Guys I’m speechless. He left me for real. I fucking begged for him to stay but he won’t listen. Right now I feel kinda calm but also broken, I still loved him and wanted us to get better lmao. Fucker even said it was my fault, yeah but I never replaced you and made sure you know your not enough. I FUCKING LOVED YOU SO FUCKIBG MUCH AND YOU NEVER APPRECIATED HWO I CARED FOR YOU AND STUFF I JUST FCUKINH LOST A PERSON THAT WAS THE CLOSEST ONE FOR ME WHY THE FUCK I ALWAYS MUST BE THAT ONE WHO EVERYONE LEAVES WHY THE FUCK. I wanted us yo be happy even tho my emotions which I barely control didn’t let it to happen. I hate it all guys. I hate every thing that’s alive or not. Idk if I’m gonna make it without him I mean he was everything for me. I can’t believe I’m saying this but I feel that death would be the best “option” for me but I’m too much of a pussy anyway. So here I go all alone again :)
(Update, 24.07) the funniest thing is that I literally hated them but still some part of me wanted him back. It’s so fucking stupid 0_0