someoneprobablydelusionallol

I cant.

I cant do this anymore and im not even joking. I fucking hate m. With all my heart and i still want them back it hurts so much because i know when i leave them ill feel bad and when i stay this way i will alao feel like shit. I cant even bring myself to do things i used to love because i feel drained and i know damn well its all because of them. Honestly guys i have no clue what to do now