The Dairy Of Oblivion
2023-05-30 19:44:00 (UTC)


I feel like shit againnnnnn like for 10 minutes today I thought maybe I’m getting better even tho because of m. I’m kinda going back to the state I was in when we started “arguing” and man I don’t even know if I should try to make something better between us and I don’t know even more why I want to fix anything when I literally hate them but I still care, unfortunately- lmafo it’s so fucked up anddddddd lately I’m having some anger outbursts or something and I’m starting to snap at ppl that did nothing to me, I can’t bring myself to study and I feel this sinking feeling of stress 24/7 lol, yup it’s getting bad again I can tell. And do think if I hadn’t gone to that fucking school trip a year ago I would be fine now. Yeah fuck my life fr