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Dailylog2023
Friday - then the rain...begins
So, this is a holiday weekend...that will be RAIN RAIN RAIN through out. What does that mean? Be careful out there if you are foolish enough to go on trips...instead of simply postponing them and staying at home. Really..think about it.
No, I am not trying to "CONTROL YOUR THOUGHTS" - but...you may want to know that others actually think that they can....for instance......okay, we all know who the DS is and the players in that group? I won't go into that...cause if you do not know this, then you are still waking up..and until you are fully awake, you won't get it. So...moving on...
all this started during "O"'s administration....we have all seen the clip of him saying something about how he would love to continue being in Charge...even if it was in the background? yeah, there is that....okay..with that revealed..or said...just to recap..during his reign in power...we experienced the degrading of our standards and values...yes, it started back then....kind'a like brain washing..which he made it legal for the media to do just that to us...and .by ordering schools to stop suspending thugs....and forcing lenders to ignore bad credit. Remember it or did you just hear about it? It happened...seriously....
now...just the thoughts going through our heads...our OWN THOUGHTS.....the DS seems to have a "hard on" to control that too...why and how? Well, they look at our thoughts as "cognitive infrastructure" and feel they should control it..and have the right to do so...although our rights...are ignored along the way...their usual M.O.
I caught this info at x22report at top of page, under Patriot News...dated May 25th...which had a list of other great information to inform anyone seeking the truth...and want to know who is trying to destroy us....from within....including those "thoughts" running through our small little minds....very good read....to anyone stuck inside this weekend....
Me? I am still recouping...and feel like things are going south...on me. I have an appoint to see a new Primary in 3 weeks..and also to see about the cataract surgery for my eyes.....I think I can handle the cost...for that this year....and my deductible will be paid...so...getting through the rest of this year should be easier...just in case...I need something else. I am certainly hoping this new doctor can help me stay in the right direction....and also hoping that my platelet count does not stop me in my tracks before I turn down that road...I have felt weak...and somewhat unhealthy...a little wobbly...but I am still managing the business....and all that is going well...for now.
With all the recent deaths...sudden deaths...and feeling that there are gonna be more.....and many are not prepared...for it...cause they chose to ignore the warnings...I got know person..I just hope she can make it to the closing...and actually praying both of us make it.......less than a week....can we do that?
My HS friend posted that he took his beautiful wife to her favorite place to eat...on Mothers day..and had to make her funeral arrangements the next week...very sudden...and unexpected........I took a break from reading the obits...just too difficult...more and more people are not having services anyway. I understand that. I just can not handle the heavy emotional stress death brings...I can deal with my sadness right here. at home and if I were to pass myself, I would be ok with others dealing with it the same....privately.
Anyway....today...we ( Him & I ) are going to pick up some plants to put in pots for our patio...and maybe by the driveway...not sure yet...I have already explained to him that I won't be planting in the yard...and told him why? Because that part of our yard is grown up...and snakes and large spiders reside there now..etc...which will prevent us from it. So, the patio...pots is our only choice.
I would say that it is his age...to give him an out or an excuse for this current situation....but....oh no....this has been the case since he was in his 40's, 50's and 60's And sure, I could hire someone to clear that up...and do the yard scape thing...but when I have the funds and suggest it...he pitches a fit...and says NO....I think it must be a "man" thing...or maybe he is embarrassed it got to this level....he does like to cut the grass....and ride that new mower...and weed eat....but that one area...of our yard...looks like "white trash" 101....yeah you read that right...I said it. LOL
It feels so good to be working with my daughter to plant some vegetables..and herbs...her coming in here to sit with me to discuss...make lists...and plan it out....and then this morning she came in from work...saying that she got an email from someone in that area she moved from wanting to talk to her about a listing...and she wants to reply...to her...about it...but wants me to read the email..before she sends it.....she knows I am good at communicating on paper anyway....but speaking to people...in person..is getting hard for me....
( hearing impairment) but still working on that too....now that I have more time....
Summary...
"Our thoughts" are now the governments next project for "cognitive infrastructure" to control....
I am sad about all the deaths...including Tina Turner who we should all learn and live more like her....she lived her dream...and she did it well...I love her....all of us do....
Me? I am still feeling slightly bad...but trying hard to get to where I need to be....
the business stuff is done...we got closings scheduled...and lisitngs...too...and promises of more...
but...
the fall of our economy...and the bills may be why so many are wanting to sell...makes me feel like shit...
even though...selling and helping buyers is how we make a living....it the principle of the thing....and buying and selling property in this circumstance...just feels sad to me....I want people to sell their property because they are following their dream to get a better one....following their dreams...just like Tina Turner....did...and yes, she did so to survive...and I guess this is the same thing sorta...so, dealing with her death is heloing me to realize this...I just have not got there 100% yet....
And I know that last paragraph may not make sense to all of you.....sorry....I am a work in progress...
just like you.....and YOU are "SIMPLY THE BEST" - know it
Have a safe and wondeful weekend.....
be prepared...and informed....but mostly..be who you are....think what you want and feel what you feel....
Do not let anyone break you down...to a level that you can no longer think or feel..what is coming from your heart and soul....do not let anyone take that RIGHT away from you.....
Love