someoneprobablydelusionallol

Very interesting and useful thought

Pain. I recently noticed it became an inseparable part of my life. This morning I was literally shaking because my stomach hurt so much and now I feel like my heart was ripped from my rib cage and smashed into fucking pieces. Hahahahhaa beauty routine, physical pain in the morning and mental in the evening :DD I can’t even renember when I became like this. Like, a year or so ago I was mostly happy. Yes, I was extremely lonely but happy on my own. Can’t believe what that happy kid got turned into. Anyway fuck this “pain builds character” they said…