AmberG

25/04

Still getting headaches. I was trying to move a heavy box and it came on suddenly. I've got an eye test booked but now I'm worried about other things. Like blood pressure. I was borderline high blood pressure when I saw the nurse last year. Now I'm worried these headaches could be related to that. Maybe I need to book another appointment and get it checked out. Tried to take pain killers and they got stuck and almost came back up again. I'm hoping it is just that I need glasses but I will call the doctor in the morning.

Mum came up with a solution to my hoodie problem. Big sun hat. So I dug one out and it's ready for when it gets too warm for a hoodie. I like hiding under my hoods.

Heard from him last night. Didn't say much said he was having family issues and he's not ignoring me. I don't know what to think anymore.

Hardly any sleep again last night. It's getting ridiculous. I'm falling asleep but as soon as I take my meds I'm awake. They have sleeping aids mixed with them so they should put me to sleep. Well just over a week to go and hopefully I'll get new medication. Something needs to be done. I can't keep surviving on little to no sleep.

On Friday I have my exam and I am so not ready for it. The teacher hasn't taught us enough to pass so I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail. And at this point I don't even care.

Weird dreams again last night. I don't know. Maybe they're trying to tell me something.