Jello's Heart
2023-04-24 20:03:27 (UTC)

Don't Just Stop Loving

I mentioned in my last entry that I was really feeling the hole T left, and it kept going on into yesterday

Opened up about it, and some friends of mine came through to talk with me. One talked me down from being upset, and the other swooped in with some minor advice.

I... don't hate T. I love him, even now, and that's something that will probably never fade. We were friends, and while I'm hurt, that doesn't go away. He left paint on my canvas, and like everyone else I've lost, he's still going to be in my thoughts, but it will get easier eventually.

I think resting will be my coping method for a while. Need to take care of myself while I'm working through this.