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The feeling of loss

I finally figured out how to name that feeling who’s been tormenting me. The feeling of loss. Hahahahah it’s funny that I feel that I’ve lost them even tho we still stay in touch. I just know damn well things will never be the same and it hurts so much because I still had and even now I have hope that it’s gonna be okay. I don’t know what to say anymore, I don’t even know what’s the point of writing this. Texting with m. Feels so unrealistic. Knowing they don’t care about me anymore feels like a knife right through my heart. Knowing somebody else took my place hurts 622763 times more. Haha I’m such a mess