FartGoblinUnderTheBridge

The Mystical Tomes
2023-04-20 17:33:03 (UTC)

Fuck You and Here's Why Part 1: Short Stories

Originally posted: 2023-01-27 22:18:10 (UTC)

1) He came to see me in random small town but refused to stay the night. He messaged me the next day saying he didn’t feel comfortable staying there because it was messy. I wasn’t happy but I wasn’t mad. I told him
`It’s fine.`

He came back saying

- Can you communicate with me I feel super fucking bad and I feel like you’re shit pissed at me.-
`I’m not shit pissed.`
-I’m sorry I’m not feeling well and I’m sorry I don’t feel comfortable there.-
`I’m not happy but I’m not pissed.`
-I just want to fucking off myself at this point.-

...Because I'm not mad? I don't understand...

-Cool. Can’t fucking do anything right. Sorry for upsetting you.-
`Why?`
-Doesn’t fucking matter. -

Apparently it does...

`Ok then.`
-I hate this. I hate feeling like I’m always stuck trying to make everyone happy and do everything. I’m one fucking person. When I need time for myself or when I’m not okay I just piss everyone the fuck off. -

Bruh what? I said it was fine… why are you being like this?

-When the fuck does my physical or mental well being start to matter? No. It’s clearly not fucking fine, By your attitude and the way you’re talking. It’s clearly not fucking fine *uses my legal name*. Nothing is fucking fine.-


2) Out of the blue one day. He Says

-*Uses my legal name again*. You know what. I’m fucking pissed at you. I literally open up and tell you that I’m having a really fucking rough time and you haven’t once fucking checked in on me. The only thing you’ve ever said once is “I’m sorry” and then just provided (?) like nothing is wrong.-

Boy something is always fucking wrong.

-When I was sick as a fucking dog you didn’t once ask me if I wanted anything or tried to help me in anyway.-

Ngl didn’t even think about it. When he’s sick he usually only stays sick for a couple days. Idk.

-All you did was get disappointed/mad at me.-

No no I was not happy but I was not mad. Get it fucking right. I told you it was fine.

-Why the fuck is this relationship so one sided? When you were sick I went out of my way to fuckign come bring you food and ask you constantly if you were okay.-

Bruh I never asked for that. I didn’t want you to bring me food. I told you no several times. But you did it anyway.

-When you’re having a bad day I fucking talk to you about it and ask you how you’re doing and what’s going on in your life and try to comfort you.-

That’s great and I appreciate it but don’t get mad that I don’t do that for you because it’s like pulling fucking teeth with you. You won’t tell me shit no matter how much I ask.

-I’m so sick and fucking tired having to fucking fight to get any amount of emotional response from you fuck.-

I am not an emotional person. Get fucking used to it.

-Maybe I’m just fucking blinded by the fact that I love you so fucking intensely that I’ve put up with all this shit but honestly I don’t know what the fuck you want from me. -

Honestly? To calm down. Just fucking calm down.

-The amount of shit you put me through. THe amount of fucking tears I’ve cried over you.-

Yeah bro… me fucking too.

-And all that shit with *Friend Name*-

Honestly if he mentions *Friend Name* one more time imma bust.

-And you still can’t to this day just fucking check in on me once in the blue. You won’t change. You’re just… you… you just want to be alone.-

You’re not fucking wrong tbh. I do want to be alone. And I say again. Get used to it. I say good morning in the morning I say Good Morning Hows you? It’s not my fault if you don’t answer me.

3) I fucking told him he’s not an exception when it comes to sick people I avoid them. And he’s mad at that.

-If there’s anyone that should be an exception to that rule it should be your s.o.-

Nah bro. I don’t agree.

4) Literally whenever he seems off to me I ask if he’s ok. Every single time he answers.

-ye. Im fine.-

Like… alright I guess. But I guess that doesn’t count does it?

5) -ANytime I tell you I’m unhappy with something you always have an excuse for it instead of trying to work on it or see that maybe it’s an issue. -

` I’m defending myself. Telling you why I do the things I do. And if after that it’s still not ok then we can look into ways of fixing it.`

-This past couple weeks really hit pretty hard and it’s sucked and it just feels like you’re indifferent.-

`Well it’s hard when I don’t know what’s going on.`

-I’ve been telling you though-

`Hardly.`

-And your response has been anger.-

Untrue.

-Or no response at all.-

Also untrue

6) He goes hey Im sad im alone I go hey im sorry its like that but i cant fix it due to my fucking crazy ass family. This fight happens ALL THE TIME My response is the same. I don’t know what more you want from me.

7) Oy Vey this one makes me wanna bust. You get mad at me cause I don’t ask how things are. Well here’s an example of why I rarely do now.

`How are you today?`

LITERALLY 9 HOURS LATER

-Okay. Stressy. With dad. How was work?-

`So many phone calls and problems I only typed 20 lines today. What’s going on?`

-Eh just dads health-

Ok but like...

`What’s going on?`

-Uhm Cancer?-

No shit Sherlock. Fuck you honestly holy fuck.

8) Look at me trying to be positive and there for him. He expressed that he needs money for bills.

`Ah shit sorry babe do you have a plan? ANyone you can ask to help out?`

-Nope.-

`Fuck. I believe in you. You’ll figure something out. You’ll be ok.`

-Uhm no but ok.-

`Well alright then never mind I guess.`

Just fucking say thanks and go away jesus fuck.

9) This is his good morning text

-Hope ya have a great fuckign day I guess. Have fun at work and shit *thumbs up emoji*-

Ouu that makes my blood boil

`Why are you being so aggressive?`

-Aggressive? Lol. That’s all you’re concerned about?-

`Obviously not.`

You’re being weird as fuck im worried about you you cunt scab.

-I can tell.-

`I’m sure you can.`

-Wow. okay. Start a fucking argument why don’t you.-

LMAO I’m sorry? What? Are you high? You’re the one who came at me all aggressively and are taking my words and mixing them all up fuck you all the way.

`How am I starting an argument?`

-Lmfao. *sends a meme saying "Me wondering what to do to piss him off cause I’m bored”-

`Are you accusing me of this or are you just sending it as a meme?`

-Both.-

Fuck ALL THE WAY OFF

`You seriously think I pick fights with you cause I’m bored? Jesus fuck. You know I’m your girlfriend not your enemy right?`

-Coulda fooled me.-

You want an enemy I’ll show you a fuckign enemy

`Wow`

-I love how you always have to make it all about you *thumbs up emoji* -

`What are you talking about?`

-You’re always the victim-

YOU FUCKING ADRESSED ME AGRESSIVELY THEN SEND ME A HURTFUL AND UNTRUE MEME WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT.

10) I told him I’m also having a hard time.

-Oh yes your life is so fucking difficult. I’m sorry *Uses my legal name* but I am so fucking sick and tired of you complaining about your fucking life.-

Honestly me too bro. But fr this one hurt like you can't even imagine. I think about it ALL THE TIME NOW




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