Karma Rose

My Secret Thoughts
2023-04-18 21:41:30 (UTC)

No Idea

Dear Stranger,

As it feels like my whole world is collapsing, here I am sitting on this chair, trying to get my shit together. How does anyone get through this... I have no idea. I have an idea... I just know that for someone like me- someone who feels so deeply and profoundly could never dream of possibly trying... which is why I say right now that I have no idea.

I don't love you. I want to manipulate you.

There is something about the world that just doesn't seem to be that feasible to you anymore.

When you are at your lowest and you expose yourself by saying you're depressed, those you expressed this to will surely show what kind of people they really are to you. It's either those that show up... or those that straight up don't. When they don't show up, don't even try to make up excuses for them- although, I know you probably are. You need to accept that this is who they are. They don't want to hear about your sadness and how low you are feeling right now. They just want to be there for who knows what- maybe just the good times.

From yours truly,
Karma Rose

P.S. It's about time I turn to the word of the Lord.




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