katheros

Slowly descending into madness
2023-04-20 06:49:35 (UTC)

Say yes to heaven

Hi there,

Everyday I promise myself I would write something here then I forget. Always. All the time.

The temperature is intolerable asf in Bangladesh. I hate everything rn. It's just a bad time I'm going through that doesn’t seem to end.

I don’t know how easily people get tired of someone sexually, for me it's v easy. Once I do stuff with someone, I lose interest. With that saying, I found someone who is into polyandry. Started with a little exhibitionism kink now he says he doesn’t have any problem watching me with other men. See, this is where I get a bit confused. I wonder if I want to be with other men if I'm in love with someone. But like I said, sexually, it's easy for me to get tired of anyone.

On another topic, I found other versions of say yes to heaven by lana. I'm adding it here. I love this song.
https://youtu.be/7WSvpw_XOUk

I don't care about Akash anymore. I moved on. I moved on so hard I don’t even recognise the person who used to lament over her lost love here. I don't recognise myself. And I don’t recognise him. And I'm at peace.

When I say I don’t care I mean that it doesn’t matter to me if he's dead or alive. Beauty of moving on.




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