katheros

Slowly descending into madness
2023-04-10 19:33:12 (UTC)

Leeches and whores

You know the way I started making out with people, in Akash's pov, I'm a whore. I'm a bad person. I'm everything he doesn’t want to be. And that's okay. To each to his own.

However, one thing I don’t understand, whether being a whore is worse than being a leech. Everyone, everyone around him can sense that his childhood best friend (supposedly the girl he wants to marry) and her sister are basically taking him for granted. I wonder if he knows that and after knowing that he allows that. Or he just likes being a sugar daddy type of figure. My brother used to tell me the kind of person he wants in his life, as his wife is someone who is financially dependent on him so that he can control. However from this scenario, I feel like he can't get out of whatever the fuck this relationship is and he keeps on giving and giving at his expense. I feel like these 2 girls are only around him because he's their biggest financial support and without him they're nothing. And while, I personally don't need any man to make my name, this whole shit is so fucked up and I feel genuinely bad for Akash. I feel bad for him because they're around him for his money and not for him. If you zoom out of his life, the friends he had, the family he had, the people he had, he lost everyone of them including me cause there was no financial support. I just feel so bad for him because he's alone in this world, and it must suck.

If I were in his place, I'd probably get someone like me at least I wouldn’t be with him because of his money.




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