AmberG

29/03

I've been talking to him again today. And I'm starting to doubt things. I thought I had a good plan to get the help I needed but he said it's a bad idea. He told me again to just think positive. I told him he doesn't understand depression. He may have had it in the past but I have to live with it every day. I can't just snap out of it. Like he seems to think I can. With everything else he has been great. He understood my mood swings he understood the EUPD. How can he not understand depression?

I wish it was as simple as he thinks it is. I wish I could just snap out of it. Life would be so much easier if I could.

So I've made it to wednesday. Just need to get through tomorrow. I think it's time I told them what my plan is and get their opinion on it.