Bonds Now Broken
Came clean to a friend of mine I trust greatly about the full nature of my relationship with the friend I've mentioned (we'll call him T)
I'm straight, but I have strong feelings of sensual attraction. And T wanted to be coddled and be soft with someone, so I took that role. And it wasn't long before he and I were basically a thing.
Lots of promises to stay together and all that, until I lost him. Friend I trusted it to, we'll call him J, thinks there was some Stockholm syndrome in play there. He's probably right. Either way, gonna be a while before I let someone that close again.
Got a lot of work on myself to do.