pillsbury
here and there
almost summer (sorta)
Hello diary people. Today was especially normal.
Yesterday, the dude who sits in front of me for class decided to say hi to me. I am wondering why he barely did that, since I have sat in front of him since January. He even tried to make conversation with me. Maybe he saw that I felt left out the last time, and decided to include me into his conversation. Anyway, it was nice. I hardly talk to people so nonchalantly. I feel like I am conversation starved! I really hate the way I exclude myself from social settings. I hate even more that someone might have noticed me doing that.
So many weird things I want to say on here. And no, not that kind of weird. I am only truly honest with myself, as we all are I suppose. The thing is, how honest do I really want to be on here? I got so much shit to get off my chest. Maybe I will just type it all out and hit post.
I have found myself to be so weird with these anonymous things. Even anonymously, I feel too exposed, yet I still want my words to be seen by somebody, anybody!
The internet makes me feel like a crazy person. I have built up this persona on social media: a happy, silly, carefree girl. I am none of these things, and everybody is falling for it.
I had deleted my social media, but as you all might know, I added it back to keep in touch with the Ukrainian girl.
People are so weird, myself included.
Happy Friday y'all!
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