The lonely codependent

It's wonder I woke up in my bed

I think by now there's another thing I want to mention today. My dreams. I spoke to that guy from my past after the lecture and he wants to meet. So I'm happy but that won't happen today because a lot of other things are on my mind at the moment.

After waking up in the middle of the night I saw he'd texted me so I replied and went back to sleep. Then I had another very intense dream of us doing certain things together and even talking about some of those that I heard at the university.

How could I let go of codependency if this always happens when I expect it the least? Another good question for today. I want to come out of this.