The lonely codependent

The guy of my nightmares

One of my relationships was so toxic that I don't even dare to talk about it here even after years. But my subconscious remembers. The memories that come up in my dreams are so much better now than they used to be but this is one of the moments when I really wish I weren't codependent.

My breakup with the platonic guy was worse than that anyway - I know that is surprising.

I'm ok so I'll go back to sleep.