The lonely codependent

Not good, not so bad

I can't sleep. That means I'm not fully calm but the situation could be much worse so I'm happy after all.

Now I'm thinking, would I really want to go to see someone one day who is not ready to give me what I need and deserve. Obviously not (any more).

But I've been doing this till now, isn't that funny? For some reason now I feel that I'm done selling myself short. I should wait for what I deserve, this should be an all or nothing game. Otherwise I end up like this and in the same vicious circles.

Some lessons learned today ✔️