Slowly descending into madness
Everyday I try to write ..
Everyday I try to write something but I don't have the time always. It's super sad. Well today I went to the office at 3 p.m. I don't know why but office felt so empty today. I usually have a good time but I had real panic attacks today. I just put myself together finished much tasks and got back home. Before that I was talking to my crush. ttold him that I want a day off and he said anytime I got you covered. I don't know why he is so sweet to me but I just want to hug him so tight today.
Days like this I want to be alone and at times I want love and adoration.
It was a beautiful day today & yesterday. I had a rickshaw ride with my date yesterday. It was so nice. Idk, everything seems super light these days. I feel good.
Oh and, I started rewatching revenge, the tv series. This shit's pretty amazing. I love the monologues.