Well I'm still here. I'm only holding on till Thursday. I don't want to live anymore. I don't see the point in it. My life is pointless and worthless just like me.
It's mother's Day. I went to see the parents. I thought I was ok. But the tears just came out of nowhere. And I couldn't stop them.
I feel like I'm supposed to be doing something tomorrow. I just can't remember what it is. My memory is shocking sometimes.