The lonely codependent

Trying to get over it

Sometimes loneliness can be such a strong feeling that you think it's gonna drive you crazy or even kill you. But I'm used to this. It will pass... hopefully.

If first-guy-in-my-life wanted to meet, maybe that would help. By now I know he's in town. But he's just f*cking my brain instead of my other body parts so I'm over him too.

Would that really help anyway? No, I've been in the same vicious circle befoe many times. So, it's probably best to just wait for the storm to pass... and ask God for help? After all he knows what the point is in this whole situation I've been in all my life while I still have no idea even after more so much time.