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Message from Stabilizer

He sent me this

Hey… Just sitting here, in a little bit of pain from disconnecting from you this afternoon. I don’t want to come across as needy because, like we’ve said, no one NEEDs someone to make them happy or complete them. However, people can certainly influence happiness. You influence my happiness in an extremely positive way.
I love dreaming together, whether it’s us shopping, doing yard work, or having sex on the cabin chair. I don’t know if you see the exact same thing I do in my head, but I feel like it must be awfully close. I can’t remember all the things we’ve talked about over the past several days, but I know I want more. More of talking to you, listening to you, experiencing your thoughts and your feelings. I am so grateful for you. That you have chosen to let me into your world. That you allow me a peek under the surface. All the things in your life that you have shared with me.
The last few nights, I knew exactly when I was going to talk to you again. I could look forward to it. Not knowing that tonight, is hard for me. I do not expect anything from you or for that to change, I am just telling you how I feel. But I do look forward to talking to you again. I can’t wait to hear your voice and laugh with you. I can’t wait to hear more of your thoughts and I am really looking forward to reading to you.
I miss you.