Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
Amazing Few Days ❤️
It's been an amazing few days spent with P. When he wasn't working, we were spending time together. He left to go back home today despite neither of us wanting him to go. I did not write yesterday as I spent the day and evening with him. We had an amazing dinner on Friday at this local restaurant I have been wanting to try. Then we had brunch this morning before he left. I did spend Friday night with him but nothing more than a little kissing happened. While we are both figuring this out, we both agree it's best to wait. Intimacy was never our issue lol. We excelled there lol. Sure there were moments where I think we both wanted more as we laid together but I respect him so much more for agreeing that waiting is best. Who wouldn't when you are laying beside someone who, to me is the most gorgeous man I have ever laid eyes on lol. He reminds me so much of my tv crush Taylor Kinney lol. We did watch movies and binged on popcorn lol. It was actually a very fun night. I fell asleep in his arms and woke the same way. Now that we are apart, we are each taking time to reflect on everything and figure out if we are going to try again. I want to, and I know he does but there are still some things that we differ on. There's distance physically as we both live in different cities. I told him that was a concern and he said "It's not to me, I will drive to you, every single time if that's what it takes, I want this" I told him I have no issue driving to him but he said he cannot imagine having me drive the highways, alone. I thought that was sweet.
Today I went and had new tires put on my suv than ran a few errands, I am a bit sad tonight as I miss P already lol. Tonight I am just curled up with my puppy and watching a movie.
Not much else to say so I will end it here as I am so sleepy.
I hope you have a beautiful night 💜