2023-03-14 20:40:41 (UTC)
Got a letter from the mental health team today. They are refusing to help me. Really not sure where I go from here. If they're not listening to my words maybe they will listen to my actions. I can't go on like this. It's over. I don't see the point anymore. I reached out for help and hit a wall. So I give up. There is no point it's time to make plans.
He's been messaging me tonight. He said I have to keep believing that things will get better. I don't see it. Nothing could get me out of this dark place. It's like rock bottom and I can't find my way out. Mum has tried and I've failed her. I feel so low right now and there is nothing anyone can do to bring me out of it. I hope she forgives me