Life of secrets
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I decided to watch something new on Netflix today which required subtitles and to my surprise, they came up in Romanian. At first I didn’t think anything of it and just went to turn them off and then it hit me - she’s Romanian. Im still using R’s Netflix and that girl was Romanian…
He’s involved with her.
Why is he involved with her???
I immediately signed out and created my own Netflix account. I don’t need her drama. She got what she wanted. We don’t talk anymore. But it makes sense, if he’s involved with her, why he’s blocked me on all social media. And on WhatsApp. Maybe SHE blocked me. Who knows.
I messaged a mutual friend and asked if she’d heard from him at all. She said he’s not picking up the phone to her but she spoke to his mum who said he’s not doing too good. Like depressed, maybe. I don’t know… I won’t know. I could call his mum. I’ve thought about it. But I’m too much of a coward right now.
I just know that, if he’s have any kind of relationship with this girl, she will ruin his life. I also know that he has been lonely for many years and she’s the first girl who’s actually wanted to be with him. So perhaps his loneliness has got the better of him.
I feel like she’s either pregnant or will be pregnant soon and I’m screaming for him to just walk away. Having a child with her really will ruin his life. He will lose everything.
I told him all of this anyway. But he swore he didn’t want to be with her. I don’t think he’d lie to me. Some say, he’d always loved me so of course he would lie. But I don’t think so. Yes, he’s always loved me. But he’s told me about other women he liked before. He’s had relationships. Why lie about this one? I’d be happy for him! He told me many times he didn’t want to be with her and she was crazy. I know the latter definitely was not a lie.
S told me today, why worry about him? He couldn’t give a shit about you. He hasn’t contacted. He doesn’t care.
I refuse to believe this. I had a connection with him and it’s still there. I know he’s going through something right now. I just don’t know what it is or if I can help.