Amber's ramblings
Ad 2:
2023-03-12 21:58:13 (UTC)


Was talking to him last night. Nothing much just a few messages. I do miss him. But I can't go back to him. Not now not ever. Even if he came to me now wanting me back. It's not going to happen. He broke my heart when he did what he did. Why did everyone else see he wasn't any good for me and I didn't. I was blind to what he was doing. I was in love and too stupid to see. But everything is clearer now. I never would have made him make that choice it was kinda forced on us. And he made his choice. I never wanted this to happen but it did. I'm just sorry I gave him the second chance to break my heart. He promised me the world when all I wanted was him. He promised to never leave me and then did. It's going to take me a long time to learn to trust again. And I don't know if I'll ever be ready to date again. But for now I'm ok on my own. I'm watching someone. But don't know if anything will ever happen.