The lonely codependent

I'm home!

I got home and here is one vicious circle that I get into every single time I go out, I mean every single time!

So I get home and see that there are dirty dishes everywhere. My family always argues with me because of those fucking dishes and they wouldn't make fewer of them dirty even if they got paid for keeping as many of them clean as possible.

So the calm feeling I was talking about is immediately gone and I start having thoughts of how overrated family is instead. I'll never have any feeling of success in this part of my life, never! So I'm staying childfree forever, I'm becoming more and more sure about that.