He's on line. He's not talking to me. What did I do wrong? And do I deserve to feel like this. He's in my head whether I want him there or not. How do I unlove someone. We were together a long time. He promised he would always be there for me. So why isn't he? I was doing ok today when I went to pick up my medication earlier we had a laugh. I love that. And now I'm falling apart again. I'm sick of the downs. I can't go on like this. I was hoping to get a call back from the mental health team today. It will probably be Monday now.