bishop49er

Looking Back

I can look back at the times I've binged on food and wonder how I ate as much as I did. I never purged, just ate a lot. My stomach is small. I get full fast. I don't know how I did it. I don't think I'll be doing it any more. I just can't eat that much anymore.

I've also acted weird, like, bumming cigarettes. Including standing by the corner store, bumming a cigarette. I won't be doing that anymore.

I'm going to focus on diet and exercise and being as healthy as I can with the illnesses that I have. I'll be 57 in May. I've been living with Schizophrenia and COPD for years. I want to be the best that I can.