Let The Wind Carry The Spit Away.
And I spit here for my health : Away from my face and into the wind's flow.
•They've taken over my new phone. Some of the programming from my old phone has been transferred to this new one. Just FUCK!!!!! Why don't they leave me alone??!!!!!!
Have they ever consulted me or asked my permission or communicated with me in anyway but this bullshit style of communication? No, of course not.
That's NOT. THEIR. STYLE. OF. COMMUNICATION. They just go ahead and do whatever they please. I feel safe BUT FUCK!!!!! WHAT A HELL-OF-A-WAY TO GET SAFETY!!!!!! AND I'VE STILL NO IDEA FOR SURE WHO THE FUCK THEY ARE!!!!! I'M STILL GOING WITH THE SPECIAL BRANCH OF THE CIA. I'M STAYING WITH THIS. (You bastards Jamain and Alex and B. Last one's not CIA.) I say 'BASTARDS' because I hate your modus operandi. I'm a woman and 60 and not well now. And I'm a civilian. For fuck's sake!!! AND FURTHERMORE I'M NOT KEEPING YOU A GREAT BIG SECRET ANYMORE. IT'S NOT GOOD FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
I'm happy to keep the old phone open for the re-routing of the SSS - not divulging what this is and it has NOTHING to do with the Nazi regime whatsoever, just in case there's idiots reading this who think it does.
•They're still next door. I'm still under protection detail. I ASKED FOR 38 DAYS ONLY AND THIS WAS LAST YEAR!!!! WTF IS GOING ON!!!?????!!!! I THINK IT'S OVERKILL, DON'T YOU?????!!!!!!!!
•The pigs still probably want me out of town. They're some of the biggest gaslighters I know. They'll lie to you, soon as look at you. They side with my abusers. There's hundreds of them now.
The good news is they -the pigs-don't come near me now and I ignore them along with the rest. There are good, wonderful police members too. I admit this of course. I'm not an unreasonable person. I'm trying to look at the problem here. REALLY LOOK AT IT.
I GET THIS BULLSHIT EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I. LEAVE. MY. HOUSE. People in my fucken face.
The Rest : Except those individuals that get in my face : those that smile or look totally innocent as they get stuck into me? I don't ignore these ones. You'll all get written up here now. I think I'll even describe what you look like from now on. How do you like them apples? AYE????
•This cunt ran straight towards me yesterday. I moved to get out of his way and he adjusted his direction to keep running into me and barely missed me.
•A woman young mother started her black truck up outside the doughnut shop, with a smile, because she thought I was going to walk behind her vehicle. She would've LOVED to have backed into me like so many assholes before her.
I walked a different way, because I saw it coming. It fucked her off.
•A guy sitting in his car behaving wierd in the supermarket parking lot. I've seen it many times before. All I do is hold something up to my face, so they can't see me. I screamed at him to leave me the fuck alone.
•An Asian guy attempting to take a photo then video of me. The first attempt I put my hands up to my face, the second time I shook my head slowly and gave him a dangerous look. I've looked at hundreds of townspeople this way who are being fucken assholes towards me.
•A man yesterday, sat in his car, across the lawn, on the street right outside my front window. I was finishing off the painting of the front window. For nearly an hour. I thought he was waiting for someone. No. He drove off. He knew who I was, kept sneaking looks at me.
•Several stalking neighbours out yesterday too when I was working on the windows.
A very angry day yesterday.
I AM ON FOOT THE MAJORITY OF THE TIME I'M OUT IN THIS TOWN. I FEEL VULNERABLE. MOST OF THE TIME. BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN HURT SO MUCH, I DON'T GET MUCH ENJOYMENT FROM WALKING. THE PIGS ARE PIGS. PROTECTING THEIR PRECIOUS TOWNSPEOPLE FROM ME IS THEIR PRIORITY. THEY CAN HARM ME ALL THEY LIKE AND THE PIGS SEE ONLY THE TOWNSPEOPLE EXERCISING THEIR RIGHT TO PROTECT THEMSELVES FROM ME. I'M NOT DOING THE HARM HERE, THE TOWNSPEOPLE ARE. THIS IS A WHITE PRIVILEGED TOWN GONE BAD.
I REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT WHITE PRIVILEGED PEOPLE. BEEN AROUND PRIVILEGED PEOPLE MOST OF MY LIFE AND I'VE NEVER BEEN BOTHERED ABOUT THEM UNTIL NOW.
Any race is now harming me. That guy running at me was Maori. Little cunt.
It's getting less but now? I've been damaged by this repeated behaviour by others over a long period of time.
Their day of retribution will come and it has NOTHING to do with me. They've brought this on themselves.
People will do anything to get next to a famous person. It's a living tragedy because this famous person hates being famous. I wish fame never existed among the human race.