The lonely codependent

Why am I not family-oriented?

I keep asking myself this question all the time. Whenever a guy says he wants kids soon I start to run. My freedom is more precious than anything else.

I've never had this feeling that I'm crazy to create a family so what's wrong with me?

Now I'm starting to see that my mother is a drama queen. Does that have something to do with this?

Life is crazy and I can't wait to get out of my parental home. But to do that I need to make new relationships outside of it which still seems impossible as I don't have the necessary skills.

It's hard when realize things haven't been ok ever since your life began.

Oh, 💩!