Wildheart

I don't care

Am I crazy?? Probably... Do I care?? Not anymore. I view my life and it has been all over the place and I have to laugh bc these experiences have contributed to me discovering how amazing I am... even in my unhealed moments. I am ok with everything about me and I am ok with everything in my life. I SEE... EVERYTHING!!!! I am finally able to see... the people behind the masks, the truth behind the lies, the thoughts behind the eyes and the judgements behind the smiles. I am also able to see the love that's hidden for fear... the fear that hides behind hate and I don't care!!! That is such a liberating expression... I DONT CARE... I don't give a fuck, It is what it is. I love you, but I don't care... I am sorry your are upset, but I don't care... I want you to be happy but I don't care... This is my life, you live your life, do what makes you happy, healthy, or don't... I don't care. Love me, or don't... Take me or leave me... I DONT CARE!!!! Judge me if you want... it's just a confession to me and guess what?? I don't care!! I will continue moving forward and focusing on me and I will love everyone and everything connected to me bc it is all an extension of me, but I will not give my attention and energy to anyone or anything that tries to bring me down, rob me of my joy, or slings mud into my space, bc I don't care to engage in anymore low frequency activity anymore, I don't give a fuck who you are. If that makes me a bad person in your eyes or anyone else's, then so be it bc I don't care anymorrrrrrrre!!!